Hello!
Today is my fisrt day of my internet diary. Actually, it is a litlle weird feeling
when your dairy could be read by anyone. When i was a child i hid my dairy
under my pillow. But who knows, maybe my mommy knows everything about my babyish
dreams from my dairy.
Well i grew up, and now i want to share my thoughts, feelings and dreams with you
guys. I think you would find something useful from my diary. Because i guess it is always interesting what is there in a woman's head...
I am going to share my inner dreams and naughty things, childish
secrets and dirty thoughts...
Because it is my first internet dairy i am going to tell you about my first sex.
I wanted to start from my fisrt kiss, but after long recollection who was my
fisrt guy whom i kissed with, i have decided not to devote attention to
my fisrt kiss..
I need to say that i've always been the girl who had very naughty thoughts about
how i would have sex with a guy. I have been very quiet and watched people
a lot. Looking at guys fingers when they were writing with a pen at school i
imagined how they were making me feel good..;).. Is it normal if it was in early age?
Well...if loosing a virginity with a married guy is ok, so i guess it was normal. Actually, my friends think that it is not good. But i think it is not good when you had sex more than once
with him... Awww!!! I am really bad then... But you know, it is not a secret that a man is more unfaithful than a women. You can love one woman but your small secret (or big secret) between your legs needs more love.
Well..i was really a silly litlle virgin when an adult handsome man payed attention at me like i was a real princess... We met on a resort when we both had holiday with different companies.
When i saw him for the first time i thought:"Wow, i could be the happiest girl in the world if he would be my first guy". All girls were turning round when he was going beside them...
It is so funny to reminisce now,It was really unreal. I saw the ring but couldnt help it. By the way, it was only1.5 years ago. He just tempted me walking around...
I actually dont know what he could find in me. I guess it was unusual for him that i was still a
virgin. Or i tempted him with my innocent body and with my modest look..
He first said hello to me. And in a couple of hours we were sitting on the beach and he was laughing at my smart jokes..=) And i was celebrating my litlle victory inside my mind that he was with me at that moment, and my friends were envious...=) I was so scared first time, i thought there would be blood and pain, but it was amazing.He saw that i was like a frighten bird and trembled under him. He just whispered to me me: "Breath deeper now". And gently but insistently slide his cock in my wet tight but yet virgin pussy. He didnt hurt me. It was a litlle painful but i liked a little pain. It made me more horny.With every minute i was feeling how my pleasure was growing up. I was feeling how to move with him. And felt more unwind. And it was my first orgasm with a guy when he was eating my pussy.Well...should i tell that it was amazing?

At that time i felt my first satisfaction from sex.
When he fell asleep i just put my clothes on and left him quiet and thankfully for a great
time. I wanted him to be my first, i didnt want more from him. My dream came true.